My Lastest Months.

Hey guys! Whoa, it's been a long time, isn't it? Aaaaa~~ I miss writing here so much </3 Ah, anyway, how are you guys? I'm veeery well right now because I have a week holiday off ater mid-test! I'm at my house right now in Sidoarjo. Meet up with family is always incredible! >.<

Hmm... I have a lot of stories to tell you guys for these past two months.

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Hello guys! How are you all? Guess what? Today is August 28th, and that meaaaaaaaaans.... my college-days will be started soon!! Oh my God, I'm really nervous at the moment. I have to meet lots of different people later, and have to study harder to reach my dreams! It's really sjhjdfjdfgbk. I even couldn't say how am I feeling right now. I'm really nervous but I am also really excited!

I'm gonna go to Jogja tomorrow morning. I will go there with my family: my dad, my mom, my sister, and two of my brothers. We will go there by car. And I hope the trip will be fun and won't take much time. I hope tomorrow won't be a traffic jam so we could arrive earlier.

Days before I Leave.

Hello guys how are you? Just a few weeks until I finally leave my hometown. You know, spending 18 years here in Sidoarjo, has given me so many good things, good people, good memories.... yeah, it's so hard for me to leave my hometown, remembering all of my family members live here. And I have to admit that I am kinda afraid to live alone at Jogja later >.< hehe~

This month, I've had so many great things (and bad things, of course, but the great things are more!) happened. Yup, I had good days when Ramadhan and Eid day came. I spent my days a lot with my whole family. I came over to their houses and had fun with them a lot: playing video games, playing badminton, and many things! They are so precious to me and really, it's so sad that I only have a few days until I really go to Jogja for 4 years. And what made me really happy is when my big family promised me to always visit me everytime they had holiday. It made me really happy! ^^

Dreams.

Hello, guys. How do you do lately? It's me again! I hope you won't be bored because of me xD
Ah, I'm gonna write some of my thoughts today. It's about faith--just like what the title means.

Do you guys ever had a dream? Well, I'm sure everyone have it. But do you guys have a dream that you really want to be true? to be reality? To be honest, yes, I do have dreams that I really want to achieve.

Anything Happened Lately...

Hello guys how are you? It's been a while for me for not posting here! Ah, anyway it's August already! It means that I'll go to college for not long after this! I'm so excited!!

Ah, anyway I'm not feeling better lately. I used to sleep above 1 am. And when I made this posting, it's almost midnight.

Well, I don't really understand why I have such a bad habit of sleeping. Some of my friends said that it's normal but some of them said that I'm too overthinking of something. And I guess, the last statement is almost correct for me.

There are some things that I want to share to you, guys. I'm kinda tired of my life. I had such a bad memories from someone that I thought was one of my good friend. Well, you know already that I like to have many friends even from the internet. I thought he's my good friend, we share a lot of things we like. He's younger than me, he's 15 years old. He's such an adorable lil brother.

I thought so before.

Best Friends

Hello, guys, how are you? Ah~ it's been a long time. I still have my holiday, and I'll enter my university on September. So it means I'll leave my hometown for about 1 month later. It makes me so nervous, because I'll live alone >_<


Ah, right now, I'm gonna write about friendship (again). Well, as the time goes by, I finally become more and more mature and understanding what is the best for me, and what is the worst. So does with people—friends.

We all know that the best people around us is our family—parents, sister, cousins... They are the best. They are always there when I need them the most—when the world ignores me. But then, we're back to our definition of human being—which is each human can't live without each other. Every humans need help from the others. So, that means that we—I—need to socialize outside.

I'm not that kind of people who get friends easily. I'm so shy, I don't talk much. Outside I'll be just like such a careless—mean girl. But inside, I actually watch; see everything. I know about A's gossips, I know about B's problems, but, I prefer to keep it by myself. 

My First Love, My First of Everything

As what as I promised on the lastest post, I'm gonna post another post today. Well, from the title you must be know what I'll write down here.

First love. I'm sure that anyone ever has their own first love. My friends said that first love is someone who has been your first boyfriend/girlfriend. But, I guess that's wrong. That's so wrong in my definition.

But then I found the definition of first love, which is so similar with what I thought :