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Hello guys! How are you all? Guess what? Today is August 28th, and that meaaaaaaaaans.... my college-days will be started soon!! Oh my God, I'm really nervous at the moment. I have to meet lots of different people later, and have to study harder to reach my dreams! It's really sjhjdfjdfgbk. I even couldn't say how am I feeling right now. I'm really nervous but I am also really excited!

I'm gonna go to Jogja tomorrow morning. I will go there with my family: my dad, my mom, my sister, and two of my brothers. We will go there by car. And I hope the trip will be fun and won't take much time. I hope tomorrow won't be a traffic jam so we could arrive earlier.

Anything Happened Lately...

Hello guys how are you? It's been a while for me for not posting here! Ah, anyway it's August already! It means that I'll go to college for not long after this! I'm so excited!!

Ah, anyway I'm not feeling better lately. I used to sleep above 1 am. And when I made this posting, it's almost midnight.

Well, I don't really understand why I have such a bad habit of sleeping. Some of my friends said that it's normal but some of them said that I'm too overthinking of something. And I guess, the last statement is almost correct for me.

There are some things that I want to share to you, guys. I'm kinda tired of my life. I had such a bad memories from someone that I thought was one of my good friend. Well, you know already that I like to have many friends even from the internet. I thought he's my good friend, we share a lot of things we like. He's younger than me, he's 15 years old. He's such an adorable lil brother.

I thought so before.

My First Love, My First of Everything

As what as I promised on the lastest post, I'm gonna post another post today. Well, from the title you must be know what I'll write down here.

First love. I'm sure that anyone ever has their own first love. My friends said that first love is someone who has been your first boyfriend/girlfriend. But, I guess that's wrong. That's so wrong in my definition.

But then I found the definition of first love, which is so similar with what I thought :

Happy Birthday, Minsung.

Time just goes so fast, doesn't it? It's 2013 and it's also April already! And today, is a special day. Now, on April 7th, the greatest friend ever of mine, have a birthday! Yay, I'm so excited! 

Now in my country is 12 p.m, and meanwhile in US, is 12 a.m, so....
1...2...3!!

Happy Birthday, Minsung. 

I wish you would have great moments through this year.

I hope on your 18th birthday, you will have so many good chances to help you to reach your dreams.

I hope you'll stay just the way you are and have many good people around you.

Once again, Happy Birthday, Superman.

I'm so sorry that I can't greet you live to your face, I just wish that I could, but, you know, it's too far and I don't have time. But, anyway, you're 18 now. I hope everything's gonna run well in this year. I hope you can be more mature and wise to talk, to act, to give your opinions... everything! I hope you can be just the way you are. Just like that boy who wore that superman shirt, hehehe~~ ^^

Ah, I have a present for you:

just a friend-art (again), hehehe~ sorry that all I can do is just make this.

Ah, Minsung. You know what, I'm so excited about your birthday. And I even don't know why. I'm just so happy when I made you that drawing. I made that with all of my heart. And, I even made it so fast! >__<

Dear Minsung, I'm happy that I'm still healthy, so that I can greet you on your birthday (even though it's not face-to-face). I'm so happy that I could make you a drawing again as the present. I hope you won't get bored that I always give you the same present every year ^^;

Minsung, you know right that my birthday is also in this month? I am so excited. And I hope.... I hope... you could greet me too :')

So, yeah, I think that's a quite long birthday greeting, ahaha..

So...

Minsung, you know, I miss you so much. 'Till now. Until now.

But, yeah, it's up to you anyway. I hope you'll have a great day!

Once again, Happy Birthday, my Superman :)

boyfriend?

Hello guys how are you? I'm quite fine lately, eventhough the National Exam is getting closer each day. I'm lately addicted to an online game called Pockie Ninja, and I play it almost everyday because it's fun! I play it via facebook.You have to try it, too! I recommend you! :D  (p.s : if you join, you have to add my account and join my legion! :D /slapped/)

Ah, well, enough about the craziness! XD Well, you guys must be asking why do I give the title like that. Do you want to know why? Okay, I'll tell you now that :

I have a boyfriend.

AHAHAHAHA. Boyfriend, you said? YES! Boyfriend!

But, I'm not quite sure about this relationship. It's just flowing like water and voila, that is. We are having a long distance relationship. Our age are just separate a month. He born on March meanwhile I born on April. Our age are 18 (I'll be 18 next April).

But, I don't know. He said to his friend that we are already become a couple, but I still feel the same. I don't feel such a 'butterflies' in my stomach. I sometimes feel it, but the 'butterflies' are just a while, not like when I chatted with Minsung. I feel that so much of 'butterflies' in my stomach, but when I with my "boyfriend" I feel that........nothing special. He's special, but...not as special as my Minsung.

Today I thought that:
"What the hell is this feeling? I'm unsure about my own feeling. I don't know that I really like my "boyfriend" or am I just bored with my status?"

So, guys, what do you think about this? Can you give me some advice, please?