Ah, anyway I'm not feeling better lately. I used to sleep above 1 am. And when I made this posting, it's almost midnight.
Well, I don't really understand why I have such a bad habit of sleeping. Some of my friends said that it's normal but some of them said that I'm too overthinking of something. And I guess, the last statement is almost correct for me.
There are some things that I want to share to you, guys. I'm kinda tired of my life. I had such a bad memories from someone that I thought was one of my good friend. Well, you know already that I like to have many friends even from the internet. I thought he's my good friend, we share a lot of things we like. He's younger than me, he's 15 years old. He's such an adorable lil brother.
I thought so before.
Un, let me continue. Umm.... a few days ago, we're chatting like usual, joking around and making fun of each other. But then, he's kinda changed. He was just like.....I don't know....just like.....giving a 'signal' for something. And voila! My guess was right! He said that he liked me and blah blah blah~
Pffft~ I was so shocked. A 15 years-old boy is in love with me? Is this a joke?
But to be honest, age is not the problem. I just...too comfortable with his position to be my lil brother. But then, I was just thinking that how's his way to love? And does long-distance-relationship really work?
And BAAAAM!! He's shocking me again! He said that we're in a relationship and he said, "Since we're in a relationship, I want you to do anything I want."
Voila. I was shocked. I was pretty sure that his kind of 'anything' is a bad thing. And it's true. He's starting to say bad things to me and I was just like, "WTF. I'm not that kind of girl. Go find some girls that you like to do this shits! You really don't love me!"
and you know what? he blocked my account ._. haha -_-
That was such a bad thing. I thought he's such a lovely and innocent boy. But yeah, from here I finally learn that don't judge people by the appearance. It's really horrible!
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Ah, anyway I just had a good friend. His name is Mashiro, but I decided to call him by Shiro-chan. hahaha ~ such a cute name just like him! xD
He's a great person, I almost talk to him everyday. He's such a funny person and I like to chat with him. Kinda remind me of my old friend. hehehe >.<
I really want to meet almost all of my good friends on the internet, but I hope I can. My internet friends live so far away from me, such as USA, Australia, Japan, England...... aaah!! I want to travel the world and meet them! I've written that on my note, and I will try to join some scholarships abroad and reach my dream to be a reporter, just like Tin Tin! xD you know what, Tin Tin is my inspiration to become a reporter. He's such a brave one, and try his best to search many informations no matter how!
I remember what Tin Tin said on his series, and this is my favorite quote of him:
Reporter rule #1: If you have a doubt about the news, go find the excact source. -- Tin Tin
And that's it! I like to figure something and writing is my hobby too. So, I decided to be a reporter (an international reporter, to be precise!), because I want to live by writing. I want people around the world knows the information from me.
And, anyway, I am not that people who has a lot of money, so I decided to travel and see the world by my own struggle. I hope I can achieve my dreams! Wish me luck!! ^^
So, maybe this is what I can write for now. I'll write some posts again this week! Ciao~~ ^ ^
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