Problems and How to Deal with It

Hello, how are you? I hope you guys are doing just fine! I’m here totally fine because I’m on holiday at the moment. And guess what, I’m having 1,5 months of holiday! I’m so thankful that I can rest TT---TT And, it’s been almost a year for me to not post here. I am so sorry T^T I even couldn’t post about my 20^th birthday :( I am truly sorry :( *bows*

Anyway, firstly, let me apologize because I’ve never been on this blog lately. You know, 4^th term was a really hard for me to pass. Assignments seemed to be endless, people were being annoying—begged me to do some of their tasks, homesick problems, etc. it was really tough for me. I don’t know how many time I’ve been crying because of it. 

But! Now its all okay! My score for this term has announced already, and the result isn’t bad. To be honest, it is better than my previous terms. I am so happy. Thank you for your supports!

As what  I’ve said earlier, there was so many things that have happened on my latest term. If you don’t mind, I’d like to share my story when I’m not around. (Please get prepared, it might be a long post!)

 

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The Same Place to Come Back

Hello, guys! How are you? I'm super fine today because I had so much good times to spend. I have a long weekend (finally), from Thursday to Sunday! Ah, and I also cut my hair. Now my hair is very short! Hahaha ~~ Such a blessing! I hope you also had a good time too~ (:

Lately, I've been watching a Korean drama series called Love Story in Harvard, which is involving Kim Tae Hee as the main character of the drama. You might be asking why do I watch Korean drama. Well, believe it or not, my lecturer on college wanted us, the students to watch and analyze that drama series. Well, I enjoyed it so much but it has 16 episodes (an episode is 60 minutes long!). I don't really have time for it so I watched them an episode per day :") such an unusual assignment, eh? hahaha~~

Ah, anyway. I wanted to tell you guys, why do I always give you some supports and (maybe) advice for you to be yourself. Well, to be honest, I live in such a cruel society. I live between those people who can't appreciate the differences. People who always think that being different is such a shameful thing to do...

Well, I know that feel. But I enjoy it. I enjoy them who always underestimate me.

A-Year-Post-of-Me

Hello readersssss!!!!! Whoa, it's been a long long loooong time for me for not posting something here in my blog. How are you? I hope you guys are doing fine. I've been busy with college's stuffs, and I have lots to tell you guys. I want to share everything happened to me lately. (I guess it will be a long post!)

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Um, well. Right now I am in the 3rd term, and in the March 2015, my 4th term will get started. I feel nervous and excited at the same time! Because I'm sure that I'll be way busier than I am now. I'll get my IELTS preparation on March. This is my first step to reach my dreams. I hope I'll get a good score so it will make me easier to apply scholarship abroad. Wish me luck!

Past.

Hello guys! Whoa, it's nice to be here again. I've just had a long day today even though it's weekend! Guess what, I had two classes today at college! Hahaha. But the classes today were fun. I like the teachers, they have some interesting ways to catch the students' attention. I was impressed!

Anyway, today I'm gonna post something related to past. Based on dictionary.com, past means gone by or elapsed in time. Not only that, in the 11th point, I found an interesting meaning: past is an earlier period of a person's life, career, etc., that is thought to be of a shameful or embarrassing. 

Wait, what?

Being Fake?

Hello, guys, how are you? I'm so sorry that I've just posted something on this blog for a long time! I've been busy with college life and right now I'm joining an English course to prepare my TOEFL test. wish me luck! >_<

Anyway, along with this post I'm gonna share my thoughts about most of people (especially those who are in the same age like me) that I've met. You know, I am not that kind of person who likes to socialize a lot. I mean, yeah, I love having friends but I prefer to have a few friends who love me just the way I am. It's not like I don't like to be judged, but, I prefer a long and loyal friendship.

Since I studied here far from my hometown, I've met so many people from different places, and I went along well with them. But sometimes I think that this kind of college life just force you to be an active person who loves to hang out everyday, making new friends everyday, becoming famous so you'll be noticed by other students, having a long conversation even though it's pointless... For adaptation, I tried to be nice to everyone, and it worked. And as the time went by, I showed them that I love learning English and Japanese. I told them my hobbies; such as writing, reading, watching anime, drawing comics... But then what? They started to see me as a weirdo--as a nerd who likes those Japanese stuffs. I thought if I become nice, they'll become nice too, eh? But I was wrong.

Days before I Leave.

Hello guys how are you? Just a few weeks until I finally leave my hometown. You know, spending 18 years here in Sidoarjo, has given me so many good things, good people, good memories.... yeah, it's so hard for me to leave my hometown, remembering all of my family members live here. And I have to admit that I am kinda afraid to live alone at Jogja later >.< hehe~

This month, I've had so many great things (and bad things, of course, but the great things are more!) happened. Yup, I had good days when Ramadhan and Eid day came. I spent my days a lot with my whole family. I came over to their houses and had fun with them a lot: playing video games, playing badminton, and many things! They are so precious to me and really, it's so sad that I only have a few days until I really go to Jogja for 4 years. And what made me really happy is when my big family promised me to always visit me everytime they had holiday. It made me really happy! ^^

Dreams.

Hello, guys. How do you do lately? It's me again! I hope you won't be bored because of me xD
Ah, I'm gonna write some of my thoughts today. It's about faith--just like what the title means.

Do you guys ever had a dream? Well, I'm sure everyone have it. But do you guys have a dream that you really want to be true? to be reality? To be honest, yes, I do have dreams that I really want to achieve.