Past.

Hello guys! Whoa, it's nice to be here again. I've just had a long day today even though it's weekend! Guess what, I had two classes today at college! Hahaha. But the classes today were fun. I like the teachers, they have some interesting ways to catch the students' attention. I was impressed!

Anyway, today I'm gonna post something related to past. Based on dictionary.com, past means gone by or elapsed in time. Not only that, in the 11th point, I found an interesting meaning: past is an earlier period of a person's life, career, etc., that is thought to be of a shameful or embarrassing. 

Wait, what?

Being Fake?

Hello, guys, how are you? I'm so sorry that I've just posted something on this blog for a long time! I've been busy with college life and right now I'm joining an English course to prepare my TOEFL test. wish me luck! >_<

Anyway, along with this post I'm gonna share my thoughts about most of people (especially those who are in the same age like me) that I've met. You know, I am not that kind of person who likes to socialize a lot. I mean, yeah, I love having friends but I prefer to have a few friends who love me just the way I am. It's not like I don't like to be judged, but, I prefer a long and loyal friendship.

Since I studied here far from my hometown, I've met so many people from different places, and I went along well with them. But sometimes I think that this kind of college life just force you to be an active person who loves to hang out everyday, making new friends everyday, becoming famous so you'll be noticed by other students, having a long conversation even though it's pointless... For adaptation, I tried to be nice to everyone, and it worked. And as the time went by, I showed them that I love learning English and Japanese. I told them my hobbies; such as writing, reading, watching anime, drawing comics... But then what? They started to see me as a weirdo--as a nerd who likes those Japanese stuffs. I thought if I become nice, they'll become nice too, eh? But I was wrong.

My Lastest Months.

Hey guys! Whoa, it's been a long time, isn't it? Aaaaa~~ I miss writing here so much </3 Ah, anyway, how are you guys? I'm veeery well right now because I have a week holiday off ater mid-test! I'm at my house right now in Sidoarjo. Meet up with family is always incredible! >.<

Hmm... I have a lot of stories to tell you guys for these past two months.

D-1

Hello guys! How are you all? Guess what? Today is August 28th, and that meaaaaaaaaans.... my college-days will be started soon!! Oh my God, I'm really nervous at the moment. I have to meet lots of different people later, and have to study harder to reach my dreams! It's really sjhjdfjdfgbk. I even couldn't say how am I feeling right now. I'm really nervous but I am also really excited!

I'm gonna go to Jogja tomorrow morning. I will go there with my family: my dad, my mom, my sister, and two of my brothers. We will go there by car. And I hope the trip will be fun and won't take much time. I hope tomorrow won't be a traffic jam so we could arrive earlier.

Days before I Leave.

Hello guys how are you? Just a few weeks until I finally leave my hometown. You know, spending 18 years here in Sidoarjo, has given me so many good things, good people, good memories.... yeah, it's so hard for me to leave my hometown, remembering all of my family members live here. And I have to admit that I am kinda afraid to live alone at Jogja later >.< hehe~

This month, I've had so many great things (and bad things, of course, but the great things are more!) happened. Yup, I had good days when Ramadhan and Eid day came. I spent my days a lot with my whole family. I came over to their houses and had fun with them a lot: playing video games, playing badminton, and many things! They are so precious to me and really, it's so sad that I only have a few days until I really go to Jogja for 4 years. And what made me really happy is when my big family promised me to always visit me everytime they had holiday. It made me really happy! ^^

Dreams.

Hello, guys. How do you do lately? It's me again! I hope you won't be bored because of me xD
Ah, I'm gonna write some of my thoughts today. It's about faith--just like what the title means.

Do you guys ever had a dream? Well, I'm sure everyone have it. But do you guys have a dream that you really want to be true? to be reality? To be honest, yes, I do have dreams that I really want to achieve.

Anything Happened Lately...

Hello guys how are you? It's been a while for me for not posting here! Ah, anyway it's August already! It means that I'll go to college for not long after this! I'm so excited!!

Ah, anyway I'm not feeling better lately. I used to sleep above 1 am. And when I made this posting, it's almost midnight.

Well, I don't really understand why I have such a bad habit of sleeping. Some of my friends said that it's normal but some of them said that I'm too overthinking of something. And I guess, the last statement is almost correct for me.

There are some things that I want to share to you, guys. I'm kinda tired of my life. I had such a bad memories from someone that I thought was one of my good friend. Well, you know already that I like to have many friends even from the internet. I thought he's my good friend, we share a lot of things we like. He's younger than me, he's 15 years old. He's such an adorable lil brother.

I thought so before.