Dreams.

Hello, guys. How do you do lately? It's me again! I hope you won't be bored because of me xD
Ah, I'm gonna write some of my thoughts today. It's about faith--just like what the title means.

Do you guys ever had a dream? Well, I'm sure everyone have it. But do you guys have a dream that you really want to be true? to be reality? To be honest, yes, I do have dreams that I really want to achieve.

Anything Happened Lately...

Hello guys how are you? It's been a while for me for not posting here! Ah, anyway it's August already! It means that I'll go to college for not long after this! I'm so excited!!

Ah, anyway I'm not feeling better lately. I used to sleep above 1 am. And when I made this posting, it's almost midnight.

Well, I don't really understand why I have such a bad habit of sleeping. Some of my friends said that it's normal but some of them said that I'm too overthinking of something. And I guess, the last statement is almost correct for me.

There are some things that I want to share to you, guys. I'm kinda tired of my life. I had such a bad memories from someone that I thought was one of my good friend. Well, you know already that I like to have many friends even from the internet. I thought he's my good friend, we share a lot of things we like. He's younger than me, he's 15 years old. He's such an adorable lil brother.

I thought so before.

Best Friends

Hello, guys, how are you? Ah~ it's been a long time. I still have my holiday, and I'll enter my university on September. So it means I'll leave my hometown for about 1 month later. It makes me so nervous, because I'll live alone >_<


Ah, right now, I'm gonna write about friendship (again). Well, as the time goes by, I finally become more and more mature and understanding what is the best for me, and what is the worst. So does with people—friends.

We all know that the best people around us is our family—parents, sister, cousins... They are the best. They are always there when I need them the most—when the world ignores me. But then, we're back to our definition of human being—which is each human can't live without each other. Every humans need help from the others. So, that means that we—I—need to socialize outside.

I'm not that kind of people who get friends easily. I'm so shy, I don't talk much. Outside I'll be just like such a careless—mean girl. But inside, I actually watch; see everything. I know about A's gossips, I know about B's problems, but, I prefer to keep it by myself. 

My First Love, My First of Everything

As what as I promised on the lastest post, I'm gonna post another post today. Well, from the title you must be know what I'll write down here.

First love. I'm sure that anyone ever has their own first love. My friends said that first love is someone who has been your first boyfriend/girlfriend. But, I guess that's wrong. That's so wrong in my definition.

But then I found the definition of first love, which is so similar with what I thought :

Hello!!

Hello, guys!! Aaaaah~~ I miss this blog sooooo much! How are you, everyone? Are you okay? I'm so fine today. I had so many fun lately. Ah, anyway, do you know that I've already graduated from high school? Yes, I've graduated! It's kinda sad for me to leave high school. yeah, it's so irreplaceable. Even though only 3 years, but there were so much beautiful memories! Ah~ I want to cryyyy ;;------;; *take tissues* *snort*

this is my graduation medal :D

I'm also having a long holiday before I start to be a university student in Jogjakarta. I'm so excited! Meanwhile, this is what I'm doing during the holiday :

my book collections! Novels and comics!! :D

I love to read. I read everything, but mostly are novels and comics. Reading can change my whole mood for all of sudden. That's why. Do you like reading too, anyway? ^^

My university-things will be started around the end of August until the beginning of September. I can't wait for it. But honestly I'm kind of nervous because I will leave alone T^T


ah, anyway I'm gonna post another post today. just wait for it ^^

My Trip to Jogjakarta

Hello guys. Sorry for not posting this on time that I've promised. I'm too lazy to open my laptop lately. But anyway, now I'm gonna post my trip to Jogjakarta. Wow, have you ever heard about this beautiful city? The trip was great because I went with my family. Our main aim to go to Jogjakarta is to accompany me to register and do the enterance test into my future college, which is located there. And then, we went for a fun trip! I was so happy! ^^

Anyway, Jogjakarta is located near the Central Java, meanwhile my hometown is in Sidoarjo, East Java. My family and I went to Jogjakarta on Thursday (May 2nd) and we went back home to Sidoarjo on Saturday (May 4th). We went there by our car. The journey was quite long because of the far location (but not really, tho). We went from Sidoarjo at around 9-10 a.m and we arrived to Jogja at around 7-8 p.m. It was really tiring for always sitting in the car! >__<

this is my sister, on the way to Jogja

on the way~~ I forgot what place is this xDD

After we arrived at Jogja, we checked in to the hotel as soon as possible, because we were sooooo tired! (but I still had time to log in and play Pockie Ninja! xD)

The next day (May 3rd), my family and I went to MMTC (Multimedia Training Center University)--my next college! There, I did an interview test with the teacher there. In this college, I'm gonna take the Production Management study--which is I'll become a TV crew (I hope! xD) And you guys, the results have been announced (on May 7th) and my name's on it! I'm so happy!

After I took the test, we're going to have a lunch. Just info for you, guys, if you visit Jogja, you have to taste gudeg! Gudeg is sooooo delicious, it contains boiled egg, chicken, and the gudeg itself. This is the pic of it:

Happy (late) Birthday!

Hello, guyyyssssss how are you? I'm so sorry that I couldn't post here lately~~~
I was pretty busy (not really, tho).

Ah, anyway, Happy (late) birthday for meee~! Yay! I'm finally 18 years old! ah~ I'm quite old, eh? hahaha
By the way, I got so many presents from my family and my best friends~ take a look:

aaah so many otaku's stuffs, eh? >w<
I've got the K-On bags and pins from my mom and my sister~~~ I'm so happy!!
And I've got the Nike shoes from my mom and my dad ~~ 
and I've just got the Kuroko no Basket's mug, Sasori's action figure, and fairy tail keychain from my best friend, Reni~~ <33

and that wallet is from Vivi, my another best friend <333

aah~ maybe thats for now. I'll be back soon to write my trip in Jogjakarta! Just wait, okay, guys? ^^
Love from Dea :33