SHINee WON!!

and I'm just like

and then become ...

and ...

well, SHINee, you're the best! ^^

Feelings of A Fangirl

"...I always want to be the part of these beautiful oceans..."

my friends know that I am a big fan of SHINee and Super Junior since a long time ago. I heard that Super Junior will be held a Super Show 4 Indonesia and SHINee will also join the Music Bank World Tour. My friends asked me when will those concerts be held. I said that SHINee's will be on May 2012 and... SS4 Indonesia.... will be on April 28th - 29th 2012. You know, April 28th is my birthday. That's what makes me really sad.

They said that I CAN'T prove myself as a fans. Well, I am really mad and super upset and angry about what they said.

I asked to my parents if I could watch them but as what I've expected, they refused.
I am not a lucky fangirl because I don't have enough money to buy the ticket. I know that maybe these concert will be my last chance but... yeah, I guess... I really can't watch them LIVE by myself.

My friends laugh at me, and unfortunately I can't deny their laugh.
Well, maybe I AM too hyper of being a fangirl but.. I don't know. I just feel a kind of joy that I can't find it anywhere. I am PROUD of being a fangirl; even though I can't be a part of those oceans in the concert.

I am proud of being a SHAWOL. 
I am proud of being an ELF.

I believe that someday I can be there, too.
Soon.

MY NEW FANFICTION PROJECT!

my upcoming FF titled "A Chance to Change" will be released this month and now I'm still on my way to do it ^^

As what you can see on the pic, the casts are Lee Taemin, Park Jiyeon, and Choi Minho.

I'll make this FF into two different languages (Indonesian and English). For the Indonesian one, I'll post it on my facebook account and the English one, I'll post it here and in my tumblr. ^^