Ah, anyway, it's February. February, I tell you! And, it's almost.........Valentine's Day. Hahaha, do you know what am I thinking? Yeah, I'm single and I'm happy tho. But.....I still can move on from this friend-zoned condition.
You know, guys, I've been trapped in this kind of situation since two years ago. Two years! Two years, I tell you!
I've fallen in love with a boy who live in USA. And you all know, guys, that I live here in Indonesia. Such a dramatical(?) love story, eh? hahaha......
He left me all of sudden and I don't know what made him like that. He even didn't tell me what kind of reason that made him left me.
We were bestfriends. Um, no, we are bestfriends. I don't know, but sometimes I feel like...I fall in love with his kindness, care, jokes, all of it. Or maybe, just maybe, I fall in love with our friendship.
I love him. I do love him, and our friendship. I want to be his, but I don't want to lose the bonds that we've made so far. Why do I really love our friendship? I don't know. I just feel like he's the one who can understand me. He's the one that I can tolerate with. He's the one who make me believe that distance, time differences, and our other differences can't let our friendship broken. Even though he left me now, I don't know why I still believe in it. What should I do..............? T^T
I believe in him.
ajdhsakjfhksdhjkhfkh I love him so much.
I wish I can say this on "real-life", not by internet. I am still stalking his blog (but I won't tell you his blog's url :p).
Okay. Now I don't know how to continue this. Maybe I'll post the others on Valentine? Probably yes, because I don't have a valentine -_- hahaha.
Bye, everyone. Take care ^^
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