Dear Minsung,

Dear Minsung,

Hello, how are you? Are you doing fine there in New York? I hope, I hope you'll always be fine just like me here in Indonesia.

Hey, Minsung. Do you remember me? I am Dea, your friend in facebook. Yeah, maybe I was your friend, but, you are always be my friend, I mean, my best friend. Ah, I'm on 12th grade and it means that I'll go to the university this year! I am so excited! Are you too?

Anyway, I miss you so much. I mean it. I am missing you like a dumb.
I don't know how can I express this feeling. I've said this so many times, don't you remember?

Whenever I text you, even it's just a "good night message" or just a "hi," from me, it means that you are the one that I've been thinking of.

DO you know? When I type this post, it's midnight in my country. I can't sleep, Minsungie. I miss you so much. I am worried about you and I even don't know why.

Stupid? Me? Indeed.

I've stalked your blog too, Minsungie, Sometimes I'm so confused. You said that you want someone who cares about you, who miss you, who loves you just the way you are.

I do, Minsung. I do.

I.........I can't explain it why I become crazy about you. I just love you this much.
Am I not good enough?

Yes, I am not perfect, Minsungie. I hope, I hope you can open your eyes. Don't you remember what we've been in our 2 years?

I know we're just friends, but, it's okay. I just want to be with you, you know?

I miss our chats, even just by wall and inbox, and texts.
I miss the way you type my name.
I miss when you greet me a "Happy Birthday,"
I miss when you say to me, "...I hope our friendship will be last longer,"

I miss you, Minsung.
I miss you so much.

This may sounds stupid. But, this is me.
You may think I'm crazy. Go ahead.

I miss you so much. I wish you will response me.
I am sorry if I bother you. Please forgive me.


Lots of love,
Dea