"Happy Birthday," he said.

I found this little conversation on my inbox on fb. 

It's when he said happy birthday to me. It's been years ago, but I still smile when I read this. I miss you, Minsung. I hope you will greet me a happy birthday again this April.

I love you.

 

Dear Minsung,

Dear Minsung,

Hello, how are you? Are you doing fine there in New York? I hope, I hope you'll always be fine just like me here in Indonesia.

Hey, Minsung. Do you remember me? I am Dea, your friend in facebook. Yeah, maybe I was your friend, but, you are always be my friend, I mean, my best friend. Ah, I'm on 12th grade and it means that I'll go to the university this year! I am so excited! Are you too?

Anyway, I miss you so much. I mean it. I am missing you like a dumb.
I don't know how can I express this feeling. I've said this so many times, don't you remember?

Whenever I text you, even it's just a "good night message" or just a "hi," from me, it means that you are the one that I've been thinking of.

DO you know? When I type this post, it's midnight in my country. I can't sleep, Minsungie. I miss you so much. I am worried about you and I even don't know why.

Stupid? Me? Indeed.

I've stalked your blog too, Minsungie, Sometimes I'm so confused. You said that you want someone who cares about you, who miss you, who loves you just the way you are.

I do, Minsung. I do.

I.........I can't explain it why I become crazy about you. I just love you this much.
Am I not good enough?

Yes, I am not perfect, Minsungie. I hope, I hope you can open your eyes. Don't you remember what we've been in our 2 years?

I know we're just friends, but, it's okay. I just want to be with you, you know?

I miss our chats, even just by wall and inbox, and texts.
I miss the way you type my name.
I miss when you greet me a "Happy Birthday,"
I miss when you say to me, "...I hope our friendship will be last longer,"

I miss you, Minsung.
I miss you so much.

This may sounds stupid. But, this is me.
You may think I'm crazy. Go ahead.

I miss you so much. I wish you will response me.
I am sorry if I bother you. Please forgive me.


Lots of love,
Dea

Happy Valentine!

Hello, guys. Happy Valentine's Day.
How's your Valentine? Was it good? ^^

I don't celebrate it because I don't have a boyfriend smh -_- but it's okay. I'm a happy single, tho :p

I have a drawing for you, this is originally made by me. I hope you like ^^

Lots of love,
Dea

Love, eh?

Hi, everyone, how are you? I'm doing well lately, because my final project is over already and I can be focused on the National Exams. Oops, but, wait! It's not done! I have to do my other project which is making a digital magazine for National Digital Magazine Competition that will be happened on this last February. I hope my team and I can get the first winner of it for this year. wish me luck ~ :)

Ah, anyway, it's February. February, I tell you! And, it's almost.........Valentine's Day. Hahaha, do you know what am I thinking? Yeah, I'm single and I'm happy tho. But.....I still can move on from this friend-zoned condition.

You know, guys, I've been trapped in this kind of situation since two years ago. Two years! Two years, I tell you!

I've fallen in love with a boy who live in USA. And you all know, guys, that I live here in Indonesia. Such a dramatical(?) love story, eh? hahaha......

He left me all of sudden and I don't know what made him like that. He even didn't tell me what kind of reason that made him left me.

We were bestfriends. Um, no, we are bestfriends. I don't know, but sometimes I feel like...I fall in love with his kindness, care, jokes, all of it. Or maybe, just maybe, I fall in love with our friendship.

I love him. I do love him, and our friendship. I want to be his, but I don't want to lose the bonds that we've made so far. Why do I really love our friendship? I don't know. I just feel like he's the one who can understand me. He's the one that I can tolerate with. He's the one who make me believe that distance, time differences, and our other differences can't let our friendship broken. Even though he left me now, I don't know why I still believe in it. What should I do..............? T^T

I believe in him.

ajdhsakjfhksdhjkhfkh I love him so much.
I wish I can say this on "real-life", not by internet. I am still stalking his blog (but I won't tell you his blog's url :p).


Okay. Now I don't know how to continue this. Maybe I'll post the others on Valentine? Probably yes, because I don't have a valentine -_- hahaha.

Bye, everyone. Take care ^^

I Made It!! ^__^

Hello everybody! How are you guys?

I am very happy lately! I finally have finished my final projects' presentation and the result was veeeeery fine! I am really proud of my self. Even my 'tester' posted my products on his facebook ^^

So, have a good day, guys!