Is that called a friend??

There's a friend of mine, and he's a boy. I've just too tired of him.

Doesn't he remember who's the one who always be there for him when he's damn suffering?
Doesn't he remember who's the one who always take care of him?
Doesn't he remember who's the one who always run and run just only to meet him?
Doesn't he remember who's the one who always be there when he wants to share his damn problems?

Now he has a girlfriend and seems like he doesn't care anymore about me. Well, maybe you guys think that I'm too arrogant but... argh I don't know..

He's now in the last grade and he'll graduate this year. I know that he's now busy with the last school works and--his girlfriend of course. I've texted him a few days ago and I said that I miss him. He said that he missed me too and I said that he seemed so far from me and you know what? he didn't give me a reply.

He never online on twitter these days, and... yeah I thought that he's busy. but suddenly when I opened my facebook home......

DAMN!!!

almost of the statuses there were HIS! holy! is that what you called 'busy'???

and... sorry guys if I seemed arrogant, but as a friend, I want him to care about me like I always do. I'm not jealous or anything to his girlfriend but ... well, at least, I'm (or should I say I was?) his friend. his best friend. holy! now I don't know what am I supposed to do.

He said that he trusted me. but the fact? he trusted me only for his sadness! But when he's happy, LOL he even never notice me.

for God's sake, I hate him very much.
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