so sad of me

hello guys ^^ how are you? it's been a long time (not really, tho) for me not update this blog TT

I had such tiring days a few days ago. but what made me so tired and sad are...

• there are some rumors that Super Show 4 will be held in my country (Indonesia)
• MBLAQ, Sistar, and Boyfriend also will held a concert in my country
• and there are some rumors that KBS Music Bank World Tour will visit Indonesia too. my friends said that the artists that will come to that event are SNSD, F(x), U-Kiss, MBLAQ, T-Ara, and SHINee!

 I know you guys kinda confused about this. I should be happy, right? but... you know.. it's kinda impossible for me to watch them. even though I live in Indonesia, but I live in a city which kinda far from Jakarta. and I don't have any money to watch them. so poor of me TT

well, maybe I am not a lucky fangirl. all that I can do is only pray and believe that I'll meet, watch, and see them. I hope.. yeah, I hope.. soon.