argh!

hello guys how have you been lately? ^^ well, I had much fun this holiday even though just less than 2 weeks ^^

umm..... what should I write here now?
ah! yeah, I just want to share my thoughts just now TT
well, I will join to Try Out of State Accounting Institute on 26th. I join there just for measure my ability. just it. but you know, my mom..... she is so ambitious that I have to be there--on that institute.

but, I don't agree. I don't want.
I don't like maths, I don't like numbers. I love arts and languages, but my mom asks me to be on that accounting institute. TT

what should I do then guys? I don't want to break my mom's heart. but that kind of accounting things are not my ability and my interest..

so, what should I do? help? TT