what happened today

I was practicing for my English competition today, as usual. But, there's something weird today that I can't explain...

I don't know what a thing that I've been thinking of. I'm just worried and worried, but I don't know what am I worried about. It's confusing. Today actually I had a good day, but there's just something dark, something strange, weird, and I can't explain it why. I am confused.

do you guys know what kind of feeling is this? I've never felt this before. Help?

Today is SUPERB !

I was having a really really really good day ^^

My mood today was very down, until I got bored and I tried to text him~~ ^v^ *but actually I didn't really hope that he'll reply my msg~~

aaaand for an hour, suddenly my phone vibrated~
"hey" he said.
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa I was really haaaapy >///< then I replied it again with 'hello'
and then he replied "how are you?"
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and I was really haaaapppyyyy. and then I replied "fine. you?"
he said that he's fine too and he asked me "What are you doin?"
kyaaaaaaaaaaaa and and and I was just told what was I doing and then he asked me to send me my pic, but I couldn't bcs my pulse wasn't enough >///<"a and he didn't reply :(

well guys, you may thought that I am crazy or something but.... indeeeeeeed because I never imagined that he'll reply my text  and I thought he'll lost contact with me. but in fact, he replied it and that made my day!! >///<  ~~> yeah... you know how love can take our control ~ ><

okay thats all for now~
thanks for reading ! ^^

Hello !! ^^

annyeong, konnichiwa, hallo, hello guys !! ^^
it's been a veeeeeery long time not updating this blog. I was really busy at the moment because I'm gonna have a final exam in the end of this month T__T

anyway, I join in an English competition next June and I hope I can pass it and will bring any achievements to my school. Wish me luck ^^

anyway I've been so tired because of my school life. It's just forced me to finish all the works and projects, especially I am a vocational high school student, I've been tired so much more. my academic subjects like maths, science, etc... and my productive subjects like making movies, animations, graphic designs... are so many to count! Aaah... I even don't have enough time to take a rest :(

well, honestly, I really can't take it. so hopeless. so tiring. everything's just tiring. I don't know... is my school is kind of too much forcing their students? because, in my sight, I think that the teachers in my school are always giving maaaany works everyday. meanwhile in my country, there's no holiday on Saturday. I do really not have enough time to relax my body and mind.. are you the same like me?

hmm.... well, actually there are so much that I want to share my last experiences in the last four months. but I am a kind of forget about what I've been done >< kkkk~~~

ah! right now I really miss my old friend. I miss him so much right now. seems like I want to text him but he already decided that he wants to lost contact with me :'(

so... well, maybe that's all that I can write right now here ^^
wish me luck for everything
God bless you and keep in touch!!